sorry its a little blurry

I am reading INFERNO..to learn what ciphers are used
to put hidden text in mass published books...
and I am finding avenues of research that will
take more than 5 lifetimes to conduct..which means...
I need help....if this is to be done...

I am still terrified of publishing even though Youtube
has inexplicably resurrected my channel...

but I miss you guys...and I miss having this
wonderful purpose...but life isn't meant to have a purpose...
(solar eclipse comment there..but we are all feeling it aren't we?)

I have hundred of unpublished videos...I and I keep thinking I will publish one..and then I don't I put introductions into each one and then I chicken out...
The effects in my personal life have been real...
I don't read many comments and youtube hid them from me
until a few months ago.

A few posts ago..I showed you with screen shot ...how online calculators
don't work for me..and I would like to make a disclaimer about all of my work
that wasn't hand calculated...I woke up to late to the calculator interference..
So that's embarrassing..I don't know how deep the
calculator distortion goes in my work..

Also as you know...hand calculating has its perils..because the mind
inverts and misremembers combinations...and now I am even finding that I mean to write one number and another is written (erg!)...so I calmly tighten the reins on all that...but
my hand calculations are done to my best effort..but I am humbly aware that I am
an intuitive artist type.....not a calculator...so....if you have listened to my
videos you know that I don't parade around the tephlon ego that many of
of my male colleagues display..
and I am comfortable with my foibles...just wanted to say that...

so today ..I found two new ....expanses of research in the numbers..
1. mirrors in the ratios of the ciphers....yes the ciphers know one another..
and their ratios speak like sentences...
and there are mirrors ...inversions in the ciphers that make sense
with the context of the original script

2.  I found cipher ratio similarities and equivelents in the spellings of
vertical mirrored numbers.  They are probably everywhere in the mirrored
numbers..but this is another avenue of research that could take years..to
investigate..

This photo doesn't show any of these recent finding..its just another 9/24=9/11
which is the cusp from yang to yin..on the tree of life...
the outbreath..to the inbreath...of TIME itself..
divergent time to convergent time...
We are now...on our 5th year of converging timelines...
which is just a perspective of the "sap" ..not the tree
this is why we have the mandela effect...
and I wish on my channel...if I could do it safely...
teach you how to navigate converging time lines...
but...it is a huge topic and the first step is to disbelieve in a shared reality.
The shared reality hoax...is the the most fundamental hoax of
our dominant paradigm...

good day..